I was reading a blog by Mark Manson entitled “The Most Important Question of Your Life.” He mentions how, when people are asked what they want in their life, they often respond by saying “happiness,” which is quite a vague answer.
He suggests that a better question is “what pain do you want in your life?” Or maybe it could be posed differently: “what pain are you willing to endure?” What sacrifices will you make?
Of course we all want this so-called happiness that comes with the perfect job, career, home, and car, all wrapped up in a white picket fence. But none of that comes without a price and without hard work. I think it’s really interesting to consider that second question – what pain am I willing to endure? After all, it relates back to virtually every facet of life:
School – When we are in school, a great deal of our grade is based on our effort rather than our innate intelligence. I did well in school, not because I was blessed with intelligence, but because I was diligent in completing my work to the best of my ability, probably thanks in a large part to my mom and her example of a strong work ethic.
I remember spending hours perfecting my elementary school projects, often with the help of my mom or Grandma. Would I have rather been watching Rugrats? Absolutely. But school was a priority.
During high school, my mom was usually at work when I got home from school, so I could have planned my time out however I wanted. I knew that my grades were important, so I made these silly rules for myself. I would only allow myself to eat a snack or watch a TV show after my homework was finished. Nobody imposed this rule upon me; I just knew that my homework had to come first. Then I could have free time later.
Now those aren’t really examples of pain, per say, but I was intentionally sacrificing more enjoyable activities as a result of my main priority, which was earning strong grades.
As a teacher, I always promise my students at the beginning of the year that none of them will fail as long as they put forth their full effort. While this may not be true of a math or science class, it works in English. Although I teach difficult courses, I have never, in the past ten years of teaching, had a student fail who was truly trying his or her best. Who fails? The ones who miss homework assignments and turns in late work.
Yes, some of the students who are weak writers may struggle and may receive some low and failing grades, but they never fail for the year as long as they are trying their best. They probably won’t earn an A either, but they will pass. Why? Because of their strong effort. Because they’re sacrificing their time to complete challenging assignments and to come to my room after school for the extra help that they need.
I’m also aware that this situation may be difficult for students with major mental disabilities, but I have taught students with minor disabilities and I find the same to be true for them. Sure, some of them need an IEP or 504 Plan to get some accommodations, but they will always pass if they try. Those with major disabilities could be an exception.
College – College is the same way as other schooling. Sure, there are some students who glide through their classes without much effort because of their sheer brilliance, but the majority of the students who perform well are those who are diligent. That requires some level of pain, sacrifice, and prioritizing.
I graduated college magna cum laude. Is that because I was lucky? No. I sometimes missed social events because of assignments that I was completing or night classes that I was attending — especially once I was student teaching full time while also enrolled in night classes on Tuesdays and Thursdays.
If we want success, we must find places to make sacrifices. I know many students who end up dropping out of school. Some will say it was too difficult, but I don’t think that’s really true for most of them. For many of them, the problem is that they get preoccupied by the social aspect of college and prioritize that over completing their work and studying.
Career Goals – Everyone wants that dream job, but how many people are willing to put in the necessary work to get there? I always talk to my students about this. As a high school teacher, I hear some students complaining about their jobs and quitting every other week, but others push through the small annoyances with the realization that menial jobs are often necessary at times.
I tell them how I knew since 8th grade that I wanted to be a teacher, but I also knew that I would have to have other jobs along the way. I was fortunate enough to enjoy the jobs I had during my youth (pet sitting, babysitting, and checking badges at my local beach). However, I also hard to work custodial during college, which meant getting up at 5:30am to vacuum, clean windows, and clean bathrooms. Was that my dream job? Obviously not. But if I wanted to pay for college in order to eventually obtain my teaching degree and certification, it was a necessary step.
Entry-level jobs are also a reality for most people. I graduated from collage in December, which isn’t an ideal time to find a full-time teaching position. As a result, I had to work as a substitute teacher for six months while also working as a waitress at an assisted living facility. I did not love either of those jobs, but I needed money and I needed to try to get a job in my field even if it wasn’t a full-time position.
I spent days subbing second grade classes full of kids who would drive me absolutely crazy by the end of the day since I wasn’t really used to that age group, having spent my student teaching and early experiences working in high schools. I didn’t love going to work each day, but quitting wasn’t an option. I had to keep moving forward to later get hired as a full-time English teacher for the following school year.
So many people expect to graduate from college and immediately have their dream job waiting for them, but that isn’t how life usually works. They might have to work a menial job first. Those menial jobs teach us life lessons in patience, communication, humility, you name it.
Travel – I love traveling and volunteering overseas. I have been fortunate enough to have traveled to the Dominican Republic, Ecuador, Brazil, Haiti, Rwanda, Nicaragua, Uganda, Indonesia, Qatar, and Mexico, in addition to a variety of places within the United States. Some of these were vacations while others were mission trips. I have had numerous people tell me how they can’t believe how lucky I am that I can travel so much. That drives me crazy. Lucky? No. I’m not lucky. I’m frugal.
Some people buy a coffee every morning. I’m not one of those people. Some women need new clothes for every season. I’m not that person. Many women feel that they need haircuts, nail appointments, eyebrow appointments, and massages. Heck, many are now even paying for false eyelashes and tattooed eyebrows. I pay for none of those things. Painting nails isn’t rocket science — I do it myself. I cut my own hair, and before that, I would go to Supercuts for a $14 haircut rather than a $60 that a real salon might charge.
I’ve also never bought a new car. My first car was my grandpa’s old minivan, which I was fortunate enough to get for free. My second car was a 2003 Honda Civic that I had for about 8 years and which cost me $4,700. I recently purchased my third car, a 2013 Mazda 3, which cost me $3,000. Think of all of the money that people would spend if they eliminated their often astronomical car payments from their lives. New cars are not necessary.
I don’t say all of these things to show off, but to show that it’s possible to make sacrifices for the things we really want. I’m thankful again to my mom for teaching me these lessons throughout my childhood. I didn’t get new toys or clothes or treats just because I asked; I was rewarded if it was a special occasion or the start of a new school year or a strong report card. In the summer, I would very occasionally get ice cream from the ice cream man, but I knew not to expect that every single day. It was an infrequent treat.
During my years working as a gate guard at the local beach when I was younger, I saw the same families purchasing ice cream for their children every single day. Not only is that not very healthy, but it’s not necessary. Children don’t have the right to something just because they ask.
Don’t complain to me that you can’t take a vacation if you have a new car and are paying for that morning coffee and those hair and nail appointments. Sacrifice some of those expenses and you’ll be surprised what you can afford. It all comes down to our priorities. If your fancy car is your priority, then the dream vacation may have to be put on hold. But if the trip is what you really want, then you can probably make it happen depending on how you manage your expenses.
Home-Ownership – Similar to the last category, home ownership requires sacrifice. Although I am not currently a homeowner, my husband and I both pay close attention to our spending so that we can eventually purchase a home in the future. We choose not to have cable or subscriptions to Netflix, Amazon Prime, Hulu, or Spotify.
We have a small data plan for our cell phones, so I sometimes have to tell my husband to stop listening to podcasts at the gym until the next month since I don’t want to use up our data. I choose when to use data on my phone so that we don’t surpass our 2 GB monthly limit. These are things that people don’t often consider. They need the large data plan, despite the fact that most of this data is used scrolling through social media. They need to be able to receive any package from Amazon in 2 days. Wait for a week? You must be out of your mind! We live in a society that thrives on instant gratification, after all.
Physical Fitness – Let me begin with the caveat that I understand there are people who have underlying medical conditions that make fitness a major challenge. Those are not the people I’m talking about.
Let’s talk about the average American – a person who has no major health issues, but is still overweight or obese. Usually, that is a result of their own choices. Fitness comes down to 2 numbers: caloric intake and amount/intensity of exercise. These are very much in our own control.
If I want to lose weight, I can’t expect that to happen while drinking soda, eating fast food, and exercising once a week. That’s just not how it works.
As a person who enjoys physical fitness and being in shape, I must make sacrifices and also endure some degree of pain.
In the dream world, I would be able to each french toast or waffles every morning for breakfast and still have rock solid abs. Sorry to break it to you, but that’s not reality. I swallow my oatmeal instead, knowing that the health benefits outweigh the mediocre taste. I don’t like oatmeal, but I eat it because it’s a healthier choice than the cream cheese bagel I would prefer.
I eat healthy most of the week so that I feel okay about enjoying a nice meal with my husband on the weekend. A great deal of that requires sacrifice since pizza and burgers taste great to me, too. It’s not like we don’t like the taste of junk food. Last night we had Shamrock Shakes from McDonald’s. Healthy? No. But we had been eating healthy and working out all week, so 1 milkshake wasn’t going to make a huge difference.
What’s interesting is that the healthier I eat, the less I desire to eat high-fat foods or fast foods because they make me feel physically ill. I stopped drinking soda in 7th grade after learning about its potential to create tiny holes in our bones. That was enough news for me. I stopped ordering my usual 7-Up when out to dinner and switched to water. Now I get a stomach ache if I drink soda, so it’s not even a sacrifice to avoid it at this point. The same is true of burgers from fast food restaurants. Sure, they taste okay, but they aren’t worth the upset stomach that is sure to follow.
Running – I love running, but a great deal of pain and sacrifice comes with it. When training for a half or full marathon, I have to make large sacrifices of my time in order to complete my training runs. When I used to have Sunday long runs (which could last up to 3 hours), I would have to get to bed early on Saturday night in order to have the stamina to run 20 miles on Sunday morning. I would have to pay close attention to my dinner the night before to make sure that my run wouldn’t be met with digestive issues. Rather than splurging on pizza and staying up late with friends, I would opt for a healthier meal and I would get to bed by 9 or 10pm.
Getting through a 20-mile run isn’t comfortable. Running through some level of pain was always necessary at certain points. Usually the first mile was the hardest, especially on days when I knew I had 19 more miles to go before I would be finished.
Sometimes those runs would have to be done on cold days, rainy days, or windy days. Sometimes I would start before the sun was up to avoid 90-degree heat in the summer. But having a goal of finishing a marathon, those things are just par for the course. Pain will occur at some point. The question is – are we mentally tough to push through? Many people talk about how the completion of a marathon, which is 26.2 miles, is just as much mental as it is physical. We have to push through not just physical discomfort, but also mental exhaustion. If you aren’t willing to endure pain, then don’t sign up for a race.
Dating – Manson talks about how people often “settle and wonder ‘What if?’ for years and years.” Why all of this settling? Because it’s easy. One of the things that pushed me to end a 3-year relationship with an ex-boyfriend was a commencement speech called “You’re Not Special.” In the speech, English teacher David McCullough mentions how people shouldn’t “bother with work [they] don’t believe in any more than [they] would a spouse [they’re] not crazy about.”
Considering that line, I had to admit to myself that I couldn’t have said I was truly “crazy about” my ex. He was fine. He was a nice guy. But that was it. Was I excited about the prospect of a life and future with him? No. Why was I still in this relationship? Because it was easy. Because breaking up sucks and leaves you feeling lonely and sad, even if you’re the one doing the breaking up.
Breaking up takes you out of your comfort zone. I don’t like hurting people’s feelings, so pushing myself to actually go through with breaking someone’s heart is difficult. However, it’s also worth it. This pain is necessary in order to find the right person — the person you are confident is the man you want by your side for the rest of your life, no doubts in your mind.
I could have never found my husband had I settled for that mediocre guy. I could have potentially had a mediocre marriage to him, but nothing great, nothing exciting.
Chastity – Along the lines of dating, the virtue of chastity requires great amounts of sacrifice. My husband and I knew that we did not believe in having sex before marriage, but a person doesn’t just make that commitment and then forget about it. It takes work. It takes prayer. It takes communication.
We live in a society that praises a lack of sexual inhibitions. You’re impregnated by your boyfriend with no? That’s okay. You have a Tinder profile for random hookups? That’s what your 20s are all about…isn’t it? You watch pornography? Cool – we all do. You masturbate? Obviously – you need that sexual release, even if you’re single.
(Hopefully you notice my sarcasm there.) All of that is a bunch of lies. We don’t “deserve” or have a “right” to sexual pleasure. Sex is a gift from God that must be used with care. It’s intended for the sacrament of marriage – for spousal unity and to potentially bring a life into the world.
I hate how modern feminism acts as though we should be going around sleeping with anyone we want, not expecting negative consequences. Sex was designed for unity and bonding, which is helpful in a marriage, not in a random Saturday night hookup.
Chastity is difficult. It requires patience and temperance. But it also leads to a more fulfilling marriage. And within marriage, chastity is still necessary. People sometimes think that once they’re married, sex is a free for all. But what about when a spouse is sick? Do you have the right to make them have sex with you because you want it? No, you need to be compassionate to their needs and understand that you might have to wait a few days. Learning chastity while dating is essential to be able to live a chaste marriage.
Individual sexual pleasure through masturbation isn’t a right either. It’s been proven to be addictive and to lead to less fulfilment in marriage. The same is true of pornography use. We must actively choose to live chaste lives in order to gain the most from our marriages.
Pregnancy – I’m currently pregnant and although I’ve had a very easy pregnancy, I know many women who have not. However, they know that some pregnancy pains are necessary if they want to bear children. The pain will ultimately be rewarded through the birth of a child.
I have no idea what my birth story will entail, but I am REALLY hoping for an unmedicated labor. I would like, if at all possible, to avoid an induction and epidural and while I know that some of that may change as a result of my specific circumstances, that is still my ultimate goal. I’m not trying to be a hero or to prove anything, but I know that labor pains aren’t causing damage. Labor pains are a part of the process. Epidurals often slow labor and can even cause problems or stagnation in the pushing phase since the woman cannot really feel what she’s doing.
Pregnancy itself can bring about varying degrees of pain as well. I have been blessed with a very small degree of this pain, but some women face major problems with nausea, vomiting, heartburn, back pain, swollen feet, you name it. However, many of those same women choose to become pregnant again because of their desire for children. They know how rough pregnancy can be, yet they welcome another pregnancy because the pain and discomfort is worth it once their children arrive.
Children – I don’t currently have children; however, any parent can tell you how trying it can be to raise them. They are also quick to tell you how it’s worth it. Sure, raising a kid for 18 years has its fair share of pain and difficulties, as well as a slew of sacrifices that must be made, but few parents say that they would go back and choose not to have those children. The pain ultimately leads to greater rewards.
Manson says, “If you find yourself wanting something month after month, year after year, yet nothing happens and you never come any closer to it, then maybe what you actually want is a fantasy, an idealization, an image and a false promise. Maybe what you want isn’t what you want, you just enjoy wanting. Maybe you don’t actually want it at all.”
Think about the goals that you say that you want. Are you doing anything to realize those dreams? If not, then maybe you don’t really want them as much as you think you do.
When I was younger, I thought that I really wanted to be a singer, despite my less than average singing voice. I thought that my dream was to sing, yet what was I doing to make that happen? Pretty much nothing. I didn’t really want to be a singer. Sure, I liked the idea of being a singer, but I wasn’t about to put my sweat and tears into that career choice.
Similarly, I have said numerous times how much I want visible abs. Unlike singing, that goal is entirely in my control. All I need is to lose fat in my stomach area. However, I choose to eat desserts and to eat some unhealthy meals. I do work out and run often, but I’ve never had clearly defined abs. While some of that could be genetic, it’s mostly because of my own choices. I’m confident in my body and I am not overweight, but abs aren’t truly my priority when I really think about it.
Manson also says how he likes to ask people how they “choose to suffer.” He says that “ultimately that’s the hard question that matters. Pleasure is an easy question. And pretty much all of us have similar answers. The more interesting question is the pain. What is the pain that you want to sustain?”
Ultimately, that’s what it comes down to. How much pain will we sustain to achieve the goals we have set for ourselves? Are we ready to do whatever it takes to obtain a certain dream, or will be back off when the going gets tough?